Watching videos on gay themes or about gay characters. Visiting gay meetings, browsing in gay bookstores, or visiting areas of town that are more predominantly gay. Wearing a T-shirt (at home or just alone in your room) that says 'I am gay' on it. Reader’s Question. I’m a 23-year-old male, and I’ve been suffering from something that sounds very much like HOCD (Homosexual Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder). I have had troubling thoughts ever since a “porn incident” when I was 17: I accidentally saw a gay porn picture and became intensely aroused by it. Hi ms cindy, can i have the test too? I have read a LOT of forums and i think i have hocd. At first i didn't know that there is such thing (HOCD) thinking that i am becoming gay, and then i started googling, 'am i gay' and came across the term HOCD. It was a big relief that i am not gay and this is just HOCD (well, at first.) but that was just. Gay OCD / HOCD Test. Gay OCD, also known as Homosexual OCD (HOCD), or Sexual Orientation OCD (SO-OCD), is a term for a type of Pure Obsessional OCD (Pure O) in which an individual reports experiencing repeated, unwanted obsessions related to their sexual orientation. Hi, I am here to ask you all a question on what you think of my sexual side? Am I gay, bi-sexual, or straight with Homosexual OCD? Tell me what you think and have a read of my story. Well to start, I am 15year old male living in Ireland and I am confused about my sexual side. I have always liked girls and had crushes on girls but I had never had a crush on a man. But yes I could tell a handsome bloke to an ugly one( I'm pretty sure anyone can ). It started about 2 months ago when I was studying for my junior certificate exams, I can't remember in detail what happened but I can remember questioning myself asking 'am I gay?' And this really bothered me because I could probably say that my biggest fear is becoming gay(non-homophobic). I over analysed the situation looking for solutions because I didn't want to be gay and I found Homosexual OCD. I read a few forms and then I thought 'oh this seems a lot like me' and 'maybe I'm just suffereing with hocd'. So this relieved alot of stress on me for about a week but the thoughts would of still been in the back of my mind. But because OCD feeds on fear ( what ive read not sure if entirely true ) it has gotten a lot stronger. I have a girlfriend and yes I have feelings for her, but this form of OCD makes me think I am not attracted to women anymore. This frightens me a lot. I always watch straight porn or lesbian and I would say straight porn would give me an erection faster then lesbian porn and I think this because there is a male involved? But i think thats me overthinking the sistustion, but So this frightened me as well. I would never like to experience 'gay sex' because I find it horrible ( non homophobic ). I just want to know if my story Sounds like I am a homosexual OCD sufferer or am I a gay male hiding in denial? Please reply soon as I am very stressed about this. And I'll post replies on how it is developing! If I do sound like an OCD sufferer could you please suggest some things to me to get rid of all this! About the porn. Why do you get hard faster to the straight porn? It might be happen bcs you can identify YOU as the male actor. You can actually imagine that you were the actor having sex with the lady.so this can't be sign of homosexuality. Weird al yankovic albums. According to psychoanalytic, all babies born as bisexual. The life they have been trough like paternal pattern, how your parent treat you and try to educate you, make your sexual preference to be straight or homosexual. There is a scale to measure how straight you are. Some people has fantasies making love with his own gender, some disgust it, it's all based on where they are in the 'how straight you are' scale. If you think you need to be tested by this scale, I will give you the test later. 3.Are ya a homosexual? Please answer this simple question,imagine a male teacher that you like a lot bcs he is funny and friendly. Now, imagine he was in the car just the two of you.Imagine that he tried to touch you. WHAT WOULD YOU DO? If you think you will punch his nose, then you don't need to be worried whether you are gay, bcs you are not. BUT if you think you would let him and enjoy him touching you, let's talk more.mkay?:). You wrote under Brendan's original post.here is what I posted there please see both of my posts regarding HOCD and horrific thoughts in general. I will bump them up to the top of the forum again. In any case, the bottom line is for me at least I totally believe whether we are born gay or not is based in our genetics. We either are or we are not. If you find the thought of being with another may sexually as repulsive and not something you would ever like to do, then you are not gay and there is nothing more to ask. OCD in general is tricky and it does seem to come on when people are at a higher stress level. You may have had it for some time but just kind of didn't realize it and now that stress has come along, your exams, it showed up in the form of HOCD. As you can see from the forum, HOCD is so very common and yes it is normal to notice other people and whether they look good because that is what all people do, we compare ourselves to others to see whether we measure up so to speak. I still do it and I'm 48. I might notice how nice her body is and how good she looks in jeans because I want to look as good as the next 48 year old woman.doesn't mean I'm gay. OCD is all a mind game that we perpetuate on ourselves. Sometimes we can get a handle on it without outside intervention by ignoring the thoughts and not giving into the fear, but other times we need the help of a psychologist and/or psychiatrist. So if the thought doesn't go away, then you sould talk to your parents about getting some help. Okay here's my story i dont even want to write this but i know i need help im 18 and i've always liked girls always wanted to be with them in a relationship i remember my first crush i even remember her name what she looks like im sorry if this is all the over the place this hocd or whatever it is im praying for hocd because i dont want to be gay. Well i started my first job a few months ago and there's a gay man who works there aswell well i've always been scared that by talking to a gay person would turn me gay and since i was talking to him i must be turning gay and its been about a month and a half now since these thoughts started 'maybe im gay' was the first thught i brushed it off at first because i have a girlfiend who i love so much and i want to marry her and have kids but i feel like that isnt right anymore because of these thoughts what is this hocd or denial? I dont want to be gay. If you need more of my history i've been bullied so i've always had low self esteem but my mind is telling its because you were gay this whole time wtf is that and i keep going through my life to find evidence and i just keep coming on the internet to check i cant stop checking i've tried to i even told myself today i will not check but here i am. I want to my doctor because of a chest pain but i guess he saw it as panic attacks and anxiety so he sent me to counselling and i got anxiety about the couselling but i guess it helped for a little bit but didnt stop the thoughts. Hello, Your story seems to me on what I've read of hocd is that you must suffer of it! I've read you are either born straight or gay and since you've had crushes on girls from a very young age, you must be straight because at that age your mins wouldnt hide any feelings or anything so if you had a crush on a guy you would of known if you understand me?
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